Saturday, December 02, 2006
"Matthew, that's OUTRAGEOUS!"
I feel that I need someone to say to me "Matthew, that's OUTRAGEOUS!"
My boyfriend thinks that I'm replacing him with porn and masturbation. ARGH! Why is he so freaking high maintenance? I just don't feel like having sex with him or with anyone right now. And masturbation is a controlled variable. It's more that I don't feel the need for a penis up my bum at the moment. And jerking off is a bit of a different feeling. I would say that the two are hardly connected.
There's something about all this pressure too, that is making me want to run screaming in the other direction. Like RELATIONSHIP LET'S LIVE TOGETHER I WANT YOU TO HAVE A HIGH SEX DRIVE CUM WITHOUT TOUCHING YOURSELFWHILEIFUCKYOUYOU'RENOTATTRACTEDTOMEANYMOREI'MRESENTFULTHATYOU'REBUSY IDON'TUNDERSTANDWHYYOUCAN'TSPENDEVERYFREEMOMENTWITHMEWHYDOYOUNEEDALONETIME?!?!?! stuff that is making me feel like I don't really want to have sex.
Taking your clothes off is supposed to be fun. Isn't it?
My boyfriend thinks that I'm replacing him with porn and masturbation. ARGH! Why is he so freaking high maintenance? I just don't feel like having sex with him or with anyone right now. And masturbation is a controlled variable. It's more that I don't feel the need for a penis up my bum at the moment. And jerking off is a bit of a different feeling. I would say that the two are hardly connected.
There's something about all this pressure too, that is making me want to run screaming in the other direction. Like RELATIONSHIP LET'S LIVE TOGETHER I WANT YOU TO HAVE A HIGH SEX DRIVE CUM WITHOUT TOUCHING YOURSELFWHILEIFUCKYOUYOU'RENOTATTRACTEDTOMEANYMOREI'MRESENTFULTHATYOU'REBUSY IDON'TUNDERSTANDWHYYOUCAN'TSPENDEVERYFREEMOMENTWITHMEWHYDOYOUNEEDALONETIME?!?!?! stuff that is making me feel like I don't really want to have sex.
Taking your clothes off is supposed to be fun. Isn't it?
// posted by MSR @ 7:17 AM 
