Thursday, December 08, 2005

'Tis the Season

how about $20? says: (4:31:09 PM)
so if it still works out, probably the most convenient time for me to stay with you would be after new year (still interested in that?)

Ben says: (4:31:55 PM)
there's something I wanted to tell you ...... I'm falling for someone in toronto.... kind of blind sided me that one and didn't know how to approach the topic

how about $20? says: (4:32:07 PM)
gah.

how about $20? says: (4:34:02 PM)
okay.

Ben says: (4:34:20 PM)
sorry

how about $20? says: (4:34:26 PM)
don't be.

how about $20? says: (4:34:37 PM)
I want you to be happy.

Ben says: (4:34:47 PM)
yeah but I didn't want to hurt you either

how about $20? says: (4:35:05 PM)
well, that's inevitable, but there's nothing to be done about it.

how about $20? says: (4:37:03 PM)
alright. I'll let you go. Have a happy holiday, Ben.

Ben says: (4:37:19 PM)
thanks and you too Matthew

Comments:
Shocking to me how similar our reactions were.

And that we were both dumped on MSN.

Bastards, both of them.

Their loss.
 
I think Ka, that it might be a testament to the utter cowardice of boys. Even the ones we love. Maybe this is something that boys just have. MAYBE that is what all the male machismo bravaura is about - hiding the fact that boys are in fact just terrified of anything and everything to do with confrontation. I know I am. I am just more overt about it than most men.

"Look over here! Look at my bravaura! Then you might not notice how terrified I am! BRAVAURA BRAVAURA BRAVAURA!!!"
 
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