Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Fear
Kevin the Burninator. It's making me crazy, driving me insane... says: (8:36:54 PM)
how's it going with ben then?

Dancing hurts less than walking says: (8:37:44 PM)
uh, with ben, I've decided I'm not pining.

Dancing hurts less than walking says: (8:38:03 PM)
I'm going to go and suss out the situation when i return in december, and if it's enraging then, then we'll part ways.

Dancing hurts less than walking says: (8:38:36 PM)
which makes me sad to think of, but I can't be attached to an idea, if the reality is poo, you know?

 Kevin the Burninator. It's making me crazy, driving me insane... says: (8:39:30 PM)
yes exacxtly

Dancing hurts less than walking says: (8:41:37 PM)
because it may just be that his communication skills are crap, or it may just be that he's not into me anymore. finding me annoying, loud, clingy, abrasive, and unnecessarily dramatic.

Dancing hurts less than walking says: (8:41:55 PM)
that's a good cross section of the fears I have as to why people will leave me.
how's it going with ben then?

Dancing hurts less than walking says: (8:37:44 PM)
uh, with ben, I've decided I'm not pining.

Dancing hurts less than walking says: (8:38:03 PM)
I'm going to go and suss out the situation when i return in december, and if it's enraging then, then we'll part ways.

Dancing hurts less than walking says: (8:38:36 PM)
which makes me sad to think of, but I can't be attached to an idea, if the reality is poo, you know?

 Kevin the Burninator. It's making me crazy, driving me insane... says: (8:39:30 PM)
yes exacxtly

Dancing hurts less than walking says: (8:41:37 PM)
because it may just be that his communication skills are crap, or it may just be that he's not into me anymore. finding me annoying, loud, clingy, abrasive, and unnecessarily dramatic.

Dancing hurts less than walking says: (8:41:55 PM)
that's a good cross section of the fears I have as to why people will leave me.