The Living Centrifuge

I love this. I love dancing every day. I love it. I felt all gross this morning, and felt like I didn't want to go to class, and I'm poor, and didn't want to spend money, then I went, and it was amazing.

My teacher uses this phrase: "shining heart, Matthew!" It makes me open up my heart. It's the antidote to years of soul killing figure skating, and three years of studio work where all they encouraged was the negative side of things. This show I'm going to be working on is dark, but the fact that in the midst of that, I'm being encouraged to be open hearted feels like it carries the possibility of healing all the crap from skating.

I love this.

And my body hurts like a bitch, but it's awesome. I feel like a living human being. I just need a job to make me solvent, and a land line, and I'll be set.

My friends are going away for Thanksgiving weekend, so I'm going to take care of their kick ass dog, Tori, and be on their internet. Yay! And live in North Vancouver for a weekend. Maybe I can get the Vancouver cutie to come up for the weekend.....we'll see. He might be doing things with friends.

Anywayyy.......I love this!

And, no I'm not coming back east soon, Luigi. December is soon.